{"id":1622,"date":"2014-07-02T19:27:42","date_gmt":"2014-07-02T23:27:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.profligategrace.com\/?p=1622"},"modified":"2014-07-02T19:29:50","modified_gmt":"2014-07-02T23:29:50","slug":"unreconciled","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.profligategrace.com\/?p=1622","title":{"rendered":"Unreconciled"},"content":{"rendered":"

A colleague recently explained that his target readers are friends in the State Department. I explained my target readers are readers who haven\u2019t given up on the local paper. About a year ago, I sent an op-ed, unbidden, to the Durham Herald Sun. I heard back that they really liked my piece, and that they wanted to run an essay for the first Sunday of every month. (You can find them all if you want, online.) Academics brag about how many words we\u2019ve written in a day, but I have learned that saying something worthwhile in 800 is tricky. Last month, I wrote something on pornography, online education, and pull-down-screen preaching that was so tricky a colleague I respect told me he finds my work \u201cdisgraceful.\u201d I stand by what I wrote. It was a good op-ed. I asked people to think, and to ask good questions, and even to laugh at themselves. The following essay is what I have submitted for this month\u2019s entry. I never ran for student government, at San Angelo Central High, at Emory, or at Yale. I am not comfortable playing by rules if the rules are set by people who are intimidated by the truth. In other words, I never wanted to be Hillary, and I will not vote for her. Here is my first op-ed against the Fellowship Family. I don\u2019t like the way they play cricket. And I am tired of seeing people bamboozled or intimidated by bullies who use the name of Jesus as a geopolitical lubricant. They are not beyond redemption. But their behavior is lacking in grace.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

\u201cI know I have to forgive him, because otherwise I won\u2019t get into heaven.\u201d A friend said this to me recently about someone who had treated her horribly. Casting forgiveness as a duty is one take-away message from the New Testament. But how did that particular bumper sticker receive such tenaciously sticky backing in mainline, evangelical circles? Harboring a spirit of revenge is exhausting, even toxic. But carrying around the burden to forgive can also warp a soul. A song I sang as a kid goes: \u201cSo high, you can\u2019t get over it. So low, you can\u2019t get under it. So wide, you can\u2019t get around it. You gotta go in through the door.\u201d I remember being told that door was Jesus Christ. How did my own will to forgive become the door to heaven?<\/p>\n

A few years ago David Crabtree interviewed me about John Edwards. My answers reflect my crushed hopes that John and Elizabeth Edwards were going to facilitate change in the South. I answered David\u2019s question about forgiveness from the gut, and accidentally got it right. The idea that anyone in the Edwards family had a responsibility to forgive John Edwards seemed off. I had heard people in evangelical circles ask a similar question about the Mark Sanford and John Ensign debacles. Don\u2019t family members have a responsibility to reconcile? When asked about one of my own fallen heroes, I said something controversial, but consistent. No.<\/p>\n

I believe no one wronged by another human being has a responsibility to reconcile, for two reasons. First, forgiveness is God\u2019s work. To ask a mere mortal to make forgiveness their duty is to mistake a person for Jesus. Second, I have heard the term \u201creconciliation\u201d used to elide the ramifications of injustice. The word is often used more for opacity than truth. Camera operators apply a thin layer of petroleum jelly to the lens before an actor\u2019s close-up \u2013 to make the image more \u201cforgiving.\u201d \u201cReconciliation\u201d has been used like petroleum jelly in some circles\u2013 to blur the truth. Spokesmen have told people who have suffered injustice to focus their spiritual energy right back onto their former relationship to an individual or a group that has wronged them, and then used the blurring power of \u201creconciliation\u201d to smooth over the fractures of that wrong.<\/p>\n

This constitutes religious gaslighting. In case that term is unfamiliar, here is a definition from Wikipedia: \u201cGaslighting or gas-lighting is a form of mental abuse in which false information is presented with the intent of making victims doubt their own memory, perception, and sanity.\u201d Take, for example, a commonly used Biblical passage from 2 Corinthians: \u201cAnd all things are of God, who hath reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation.\u201d Whatever this means to a Christian surviving or recovering from injustice, such passages should not be used to conjure an alternative world where wounds are healed because a third party has described them as healed. I have seen \u201creconciliation\u201d used like a Jedi mind trick. A Christian leader with sufficient training can almost convince a human being that she didn\u2019t see what she saw and did not suffer what she knows she suffered.<\/p>\n

A Christian leader whose name became synonymous with \u201cReconciliation\u201d is Desmond Tutu, for his work with the Truth and Reconciliation Commission in South Africa. His name has come up again recently, with an emphasis on \u201cTruth\u201d and the invasion of Iraq. In July, 2012, at a forum on faith and public life, Tony Blair again denied praying with George W. Bush about invading Iraq. Several weeks after the event, Archbishop Tutu publicly refused to appear at a conference on \u201cLeadership\u201d with Tony Blair. \u201cIf leaders may lie, then who should tell the truth?\u201d Tutu asks in his September 1, 2012 essay for The Observer. Tutu suggests Bush and Blair \u201cshould be made to answer for their actions in the Hague,\u201d and reminds readers: \u201cGood leaders are the custodians of morality.\u201d<\/p>\n

I want in closing to ask about the glue that has made a bumper sticker version of forgiveness so tenaciously sticky. The Fellowship Foundation facilitates the colossal, week-long, spectacle of faith and leadership that is the National Prayer Breakfast. The word \u201creconciliation\u201d appears repeatedly on their official website, and I heard \u201creconciliation\u201d used as often as \u201cJesus\u201d when I attended the Prayer Breakfast two years ago. I think the concept is being used to dupe perpetrators as well as survivors, encouraging obliviousness or cynicism. (Blair and Bush have displayed both.) Reading Tutu\u2019s words, and thinking about what truthful reconciliation must mean \u2013 whether in matters of war, or domestic violence, or racism, or geopolitics \u2013 another \u201cR\u201d word comes to mind. That word is \u201cReparations.\u201d I\u2019d like some glue on that bumper sticker.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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